PRAYERS

Prayers can protect you
From all hard situations of life...
Its your immense pleasure,
To see the power of god !
During the times when you are down.

Take a walk to the heaven
By your prayers each day...
Remember him during hard times,
Also thank him in happy situation !
For giving you a "reason" to smile.

Enrich the enlightenment
Of your inner soul...
Forget the loneliness from heart,
Even the sadness of mind!
By praying him each day.

Give time to talk with god
A god beyond all religion...
Not having any bound of region,
Who can free your mind !
By only means of meditation.

Having focused determination
To have strong confidence...
with high acceptance level of mind,
Rush into the world of happiness !
By reaching him from your prayers.

Spending few minutes with him
Will clear the junk memories...
Removes all negative energy,
Boost your thoughts from mind !
Giving fruitful essence of life.

Never loose faith on formless god
If your prayers are not fulfilled...
Because its always said,

"One who undergoes with all the bitter experiences And still Wait with patience, prayers and hope"

Is "BLESSED" and given with "THE BEST THINGS" in life.

--$uparna...

"-" DREAM "-"

 "Dream is a sensation of emotions that occur involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.
"Dream Physcology" is difficult to understand & even harder to predict".

Can you recall a dream???
Dreamt last night or may be long back, 
Which had a hangover to the next day 
That, even u could remember till today...

Can you remember that dream
With a situation you met there,
That, nowhere related to your routine life,
Or that was all about your real life...

Can you remember the person
Whom you last met in your dreams?
Shared a word, spilled a smile!
Or a tear and literally cried...

Can you remember a dream
which was shocking and horrified, 
that made you to shout aloud
with no voice coming out...

Can you remember a dream
were a serious confession made,
your sweet love was expressed
or a lot of confusion created...

Can you remember a dream
where you saw "dream inside a dream"
as a great lucid dreamer
or as an insomniac sufferer

Can you remember a dream
were u found a mystery!
believed a myth in reality, 
as a power of sixth sense...

Can you remember any morning-dream
that really came true for you,
where you started trusting them
and feared of having it in future!

Can you remember a dream
where you made a wish
a wish of having that dream,
to come true in your life?

"Recall that DREAM 
    Which had a impact on you
      Reveal that secret and the "?"
         Where you Dive Deep inspecting that DREAM" 
        
--$uparna...

YOU ARE SPECIAL TO SOME ONE & SOME ONE IS SPECIAL TO YOU

I stepped out my home from a deep sleep which i had last night . 

It was not a fresh early morning to describe its beauty. Sun was already turned glaring into golden round sphere and vehicle sounds were hitting my ears that was not so pleasant and it doesn't made me to stay long time outside...

I just came inside and saw time in my phone, it was 8:10 am. As soon i switched on my mobile data, notification started popping on my screen. I read all notification and replied to few of my messages. There I came to know that, it was not just an other day of 2015!!! Its a "Valentines day" of this year 2k15.

But what to do? 

Yes!!! It is a special day... A remarkable day same as

Republic day,independence day and Gandhi Jayanthi... but these days are marked RED on calender... Valentines day is celebrated as red day without marking RED on calender

this was the only difference i found till today...

Hmm whatever the day may be, I was having class at 9:50 am.. With all the scattered books and assignments I managed to get it settled and started walking to my stop ...

It was exactly 8:55 am. I was 15 steps away from my stop.

Many people were waiting for the bus ... Some were drilled under the screen of their cell phone. Some were hanged to it... Some were chit chatting with friends but...

Some one special

With a single book on his left hand a guy wearing spectacles was standing alone in a blue shirt and black pant with a silver colored watch tied on the hand which was holding a long note book... 

Sun was even brighter.. Striking my eyes made me not to have a clear-cut vision of that boy standing over there... But from few steps far he didn't resembled as my bus mate ( an interesting person whom I am referring to )

I thought may be its just an illusion or my assumption because, how come i saw my bus mate here...!!! Whom i have not seenfrom past 3 months...???

By stepping each step out of 15... towards my stop.

 Lots of questions, confusion triggered in my mind ...

Today is Valentines day.

> How can he be here ? 

- But whats the link between his presence and valentines day!

> Today is his birthday and why he is here? 

- But whether it is him or not ... If its my birthday boy..I should wish him. :)

> Today coincidently he is wearing the same color shirt what i am wearing ... 

- But whats there in it ? Its a common Blue color!!!

But whatever the situation may be who ever the person be , If he is "my bus mate"  

OH..My..God!!! I should talk to him.. This was the last decision i made and stepped towards him .

Yes he is " my bus mate " by looking at him my heart skipped a beat... 

Unfortunately he get into the bus and Spontaneously i too get onto the same bus...

Suddenly my memories started rewinding ... where my mind went to the last year Feb 14th were I thought of wishing him on his birthday but i couldn't ...

He was such a sober,innocent good looking guy with a talent of playing music. 

I had all collection of his playlist and even to be true am the one who sent him the friend request.

His music take me deep into the tune he play ... His View will bring back a unknowing smile on my face.

His presence around me will be sensed soon and it is nothing but the attraction and a connection what i am having without talking to him once till today.

With all memories about that person, i reached my campus . 

He came beside me but, how to approach him to wish for his birthday? How to call his sweet name?

I struggled two and half months to know his name and finally, I named him as "cartoon network".

"CARTOON NETWORK" may be a funny name but let me give the interpretation.

CARTOON is the lovely animated creature which have a great impact on children and make them laugh and even gives a feeling of happiness to older people... 

"Same way I'll have a smile on my face whenever and wherever i see him"

NETWORK means a connection ..

so, "whenever he is around me some sort of connection get established between us"

so, that name suits him very well and i didn't get any other name to approach him even his fb name didn't flashed to my mind in that excitement.

He disappeared soon from my imagination and went to his department and i couldn't able to track him.

I really missed an opportunity of meeting him and wishing him for the last time...

I lost the chance of seeing him in future on Feb 14th in my college because its the last year of his college...

All my energy drained as an uncharged smartphone ... Even I lost charger from my  life... I lost a flash light of my eyes because, i never track his sight in future...

I missed a pop up heart beat and even lost connection which got established.

Even though it was just another day in my life... It became a special remarkable day.

"I WISH YOU A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON THIS VALENTINE DAY TO 

 " CARTOON NETWORK " OF MY LIFE AND EVEN I FEEL THANKFUL TO YOU " 

UNKNOWINGLY AN UNKNOWN PERSON WHOM YOU KNOW CAN HAVE A GREAT IMPACT ON YOU 

MAY BE FOR A MINUTE , AN HOUR OR FOR YEARS TOGETHER.

THEY MAY STAY SPECIAL FOREVER.

DEAR READER...

You are SPECIAL. 

yoU are some one's special.

yoU have a special  place in some one's life.

May be you too had a special impact on someone.

May be someone remembers you and you are really special for them.

All the time you might not be knowing where and how you place a special role in some one's life.

Some things happen without your knowledge.

u r special to some one.. and some one is special to you.

## "Stay special and be thankful" ##

--$uparna...

    

+ve ATTITUDE TOWARDS YOUR DEFINITION OF SUCCESS:

// Inspired by Mahesh Rakeja's Words //

we all have dreams to achieve something and to get succeeded in some or the other field we choose...

Having a dream is like having a stage
Taking one step each day towards our dream
can help us to be on stage one day...

"Imagine Yourself as You would like to be,
Doing whatever you want to do,
Believe in the potential inside you.. to do whatever you want to do
and  have spirit in you to be whatever you want to be...

"You are the definition to someone success"

Yes...
You are the definition to someone success.


Have your own definition of success ...
have a "YES, I CAN"
..."IF THEY CAN...WHY CAN'T I ???"
attitude in life...

Respect your own religion.
Visit your temple of imagination for 5 min a day
See the changes that happens in your life
See the definition of success you achieve ...

If you fail that doesn't mean you are failure.

"If you loose hope... have "faith"... because god plans are better than your dreams"

Every one has a reason to cry...
If You are struggling so much in life that is not the end of life...
You have a better future ahead.  Wait for your chance...
Try to be the reason for someones happiness.
Whatever you do ... do with dedication
have a SMILE on YOUR face... Which can help you to bring your DREAMS into REALITY...

// Your WORDS changed my VISION towards problems ...
Your VISION made me to have MISSION in life //

Its a time to THANK YOU... THANK YOU SO MUCH SIR...


--$uparna...

Boring Holidays and Longing Desire...

I am not an English scholar nor a good writer
but i believe that... my posts can be understood by you people...

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A TWILIGHT EVENING :

It was a Twilight Evening...
Twilight is the illumination of earth's lower atmosphere when the sun itself is not directly visible because it is below the horizon, where you can see the golden light scattering on the atmosphere...

It was the time... Sun was about to shut down from his daily routine and night was about to begin...

As usual a single star started blinking up in the sky...
Even the peaceful moon started peeping out to find the piece of dark cloud and star beside...

It was my holiday time ... Even i was with the same routine task of my day to day life...
Even after having holidays... I didn't went to hangout with friends ...
Even i didn't went for a tour,picnic,outing or anything as such...not even for a movie "PK" or "I"...

I was damn bored with the monotonous life in holidays.......
" I need to do something in this holidays "  was my usual verdict during my study holidays...
I was one who used to plan the things that i need to do in holidays without planning about studies n exams in study holidays...

But now... only few days left for "college reopen" and i did nothing in these holidays ...
Oh My God!!! what to DO??? became the mind striking question all time, when i get bored...

When i left with nothing to do i used to say..." i am bored "... and i was about to shout like "Take me out somewhere oh, god !!! i am fed up with this daily routine"
But what god can do???

At least gooooooogle can help me to come out from boring situations...

‘I’m bored' is a useless thing to say. I mean, you live in a great, big, vast world that you've seen none percent of. Even the inside of your own mind is endless; it goes on forever, inwardly, do you understand? The fact that you’re alive is amazing, so you don’t get to say ‘I’m bored'.
― Louis C.K

This quote caught my eyes.. when i logged in to my mail account...
I had a mail from my friend who started her mail with this quote...

Isn't it strange and Isn't it nice... When u get something... Something which really Interesting... Which attracts u .. When you are already in search of it...

After checking my mail... I switched off my laptop.... n saw a t.v remote lying lazy beside me ..
took it and switched on the "top green button" to have "red light" on T.V

Started checking the power and alertness of UV rays transmission by changing the channel ...
hmmm... working good...

While changing the channel from 1 2 3 to 68 n back to 67 66 65 64 i heard a song and changed channel to 65 again.....

Somewhere i heard switching to the nice songs can change our mind...

"interestingly"...A song grabbed my attention... it was a Tamil song about wish...

"Chinna Chinna Aasai Siragadikum Aasai 

Muthu Muthu Aasai Mudinthuvaitha Aasai" 

Yes a small,little,tiny dreams...
Dream means "Kanasu" .... aasai means not dream...
yeah!!  a "DESIRE"... a little,small,tiny "WISH"

‘Dreams have only one owner at a time. That’s why dreamers are lonely.’

i feel sooo lonely. Am i a dreamer???
Yes... I AM ...

I dream about my desires ....
then "I Should have some wishes"
& Small Unfulfilled dreams .

Not a daring dream like...
Thumbs up!! PePsi... wanna drink pepsi... "aaj kuch toofani karthey hain?" or
Even not a little desire of watching a movie night show (yes its a silly thing for reader not a simple task for a writer )

My deep desire and wishes :

1)TO "walk" alone in the lonely streets of unknown place... humming the tune of my favorite music... :)

2)A desire to have a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong drive to reach endless destiny... :)

3) Oh!!! yes wanna go a Joly ride to a nearby place as a picnic....

4)Hmmm  trekking...fire camp...
                       resting in huts made by us...
                                    eating the papads baked by us...

4) A dream of having a "moonlight" dinner with friends ...on the terrace

5)Wanna see the meteoroids fall... usually it happens during winter season ...

6)Wanna play "truth or dare" ,"Spirit come" and wanna hear "evil stories" late night...

7)Wanna play childhood games like "hide and seek" ,"snake n ladder" &"carom" with kids...
 "chess" & "cards" with elders...

8) A desire of building a clay houses near seashore at a great height that twinkling stars should lighten that sweet home...

9) Wanna sail across the world... Days together in a ship ... meeting new people having new friends...

10) Wish to see sunset being in the middle of the sea...
and a twilight greetings to the welcoming the darkness...

but where can i get my dreams and desire full filled??? how long it takes to get happiness from it???
 ... where i need to go in search of it???...
how to leave home to find kids n friends n to have night hangout?

how to replace tube light dinner n T.V from moonlight n friends???

In our busy schedule... holidays are meant for resting...

wake up @ 11 have food till 1... watch TV... start chatting in whatsApp and hike...
have sleep.... keep resting 12/7 and stay online 12/7....
Keep calling friends in line n viber ...
Start updating status in FB stating
"wow!!! i got 10000 nudge in group chat... i hanged up but my phone didn't hang"
commenting "may ua soul RIP"
and counter commenting "hehehe", "hahaha"... With a fake smile and artificial laugh...

with all these messed up feeling thought of updating a post...

I am in need of -> change over ...
fed up with this boring -> hangover...
I need a real smile n true happiness... not a fake n boring text sms...
I need my desires come true... I need my dreams to fly
I need to smile again ... I need to laugh from inside
I need a change ... I need friends who have same wish list...
I need time... I need a real world of mine...
I cant get my childhood happy holidays ... but I wish to get my desires come true with all my like minded friends once again...

--$uparna...

A SHORT STORY ABOUT TRUE HAPPINESS...

                   

It was a fresh winter evening I guess...

Exhausted by hectic morning routine...

I was alone at home, listening to "Emptiness" song by Rohan Rathore and was enjoying the melody of the song with a hot cup of tea...

Sip by sip taking a delight of loneliness & was relaxing with the old "mind freezing" memories of past...

//As a interval in the movie//

I got a text from my "old friend" in the middle of song & notification light flashed in between my memories...
That text really made me smile...:)

It stated like this
(("Will be waiting for you near "choco corner". Can u come out now n join me in 5 min???))
Without second thought n not giving time to the arising questions like WHY???

I replied "K"

I Just kept a cup of tea on my table .
Left home immediately n managed to reach the destination in 5 min.

There, my eyes was searching him in all the direction ...

I even looked above, at stars to Confirm whether its real or just my dream I came here for him?...

The moment i turned around, I saw him standing in front of Me ... Oh my god!!!
I can't stop staring at him...seeing deep into his eyes..
I talked to myself n stepped with him into the colourful empty "choco corner" ...

Sat in front of him looking deeply in his innocent eyes...
Realizing that
* He entered into my life as a candle light in the dark
* He showed me, the meaning of happiness with his words & care.
* His eyes spoke up the care he had for a friend like me...

I Started eating my favorite dessert which was ordered by him...
Lost myself and melted like an choco soup on the toppings of ice cream..

.

Not because of a strange feeling "LOVE"....

Just because of "CARE'' showed by him...
Just because of his ''Kindness"
Just because of his "happiness"
Which made me to overcome my loneliness ...

"What else needed in life apart from surprises!!!

that too from an OLD friend , who made me happy even with his busy schedule knowing that i might be bored " ...

Every lover can take care of their loving little heart...

But only a friend can understand your sadness without seeing you and can see
your happiness without talking to you
& can do anything just to make you happy...

"...Its the real beauty of friendship..."

The day that i spent with him have instilled a new bright life in me;

I was someone who would never surrender my feelings to someone. 

But his compassionate way of caring me made my day beautiful & brought up a sense of energy to have a brighter days in future ahead....

--$uparna...

HAPPINESS!!!

You are ALONE in this LONELY world...
b friend to YOURself...
no matter who will ACCOMPANY you...
who will make you CRY, who will make HAPPY,
go ahed ALONE to reach your destiny...
find HAPPINESSS................

--$uparna...