" You're More Than my ENEMY - You're MY BEST FRIEND "

We were both swirling stars on opposite sides of the universe as the sun shines in a place where i'm awake and the moon wave a lullaby at your closing eyes.

We’ve tried to keep each and every moment by long and short messages and that became part of our lives.

your smile can’t be measured by so many miles and our silent laughter brought by jokes only two of us can understand.

We were both dreamers chasing all the things that were impossible learning to achieve what makes our heart happy... 

We were friends separated by distance but our connection can’t be broken by flying airplanes and even by gossips that whispers like a wind in the sky!

Every detail of each other’s face will remain in our minds and our hellos will never end with goodbyes.

Our day starts with good mornings and ends with good nights which fills the gap only by memories.

We crossed the railroad tracks, walked to every place and we even misunderstood by others,But you stood up for me each and every time...

If our friendship is love then i love our friendship if it is just a care I respect our relationship,

Don't look away if others misinterprets' this

stay with a confident smile and search for rainbows lost in the drop of tears and pain.

 If you are happy then my eyes catches all smiles;

 If my heart cries I see you melted in my hands;

My friend, O my friend I wish to be and I'd love to be

 your's best friend until the end.

:): Being hopeful and painful at the same time:(:

It has been long time for me to be here and I finally came up with the new post today. 

There are random times that I’ve thought of people whom I haven’t talked to them in recent years.

Wondering!!! Where are they and what are they probably doing ? This could itself be a big question for me Whenever, I hear their names in a random order. Counting... how many years,days and months I've passed since from the last time I have met them and shared smiles.

To be well-determined and more Independent sometimes, I also think that What if they are still stayed in my life? ? What if they are still talking to me and giving me random advises? Wouldn’t I have made any careless mistakes? or my life would have turned to be better ?

I can't even think about these swirling WHAT IF'S questions .

When ever i think of the days that are arriving with big changes in life,  I do scare like baby which is learning bicycle for the first time....

Whenever I feel myself disturbed by thinking about the future days and about my best friends whom i rarely get time to meet in future. I'm going to miss my friends with whom i used to hangout daily, clinging to their emotions and accompanying them in every task which will be just memories for each of them who are stepping out to the corporate world fighting for their existence.

I’ve found myself hoping that they will choose to stay.That they will still make me smile. That they will be with me while gazing at the twinkling little stars. That tomorrow and the day after that, they’re still calling my name, saying Hi and Hello.

But sometimes i need to accept the fact that some people never going to be back and some people will be forever gone, no matter how many times I’ve wished that they were here by my side. I’ve grieve for people who were not physically dead still absent throughout my life. I’ve missed people who have already changed and even will miss the people who are about to change by time! .

sometimes in future if i think of those people who have opted to stay and those who left my way...
 I may become so hopeful and painful at the same time ...