Yet Unspoken;

I visited so many places but this "one" has left me with such strong impression that, Even now, when I am fully awake, your face flashes before my eyes and those places surrounds me with sweet fragrances and cold breeze all around.

It's a face and place, I can totally relate to god inside the temple of my heart. Because, I saw my unspoken words understood by your eyes... that moment when your eyes started conveying a message made me spellbound.  

While I was looking into your eyes, I started to realize things about myself that were scattered for years, like fragments of my inner soul that were deeply suppressed without expressing it.

[Source: Rare click by hobby photographer Vikas.H.C]

It’s hard to say whether unspoken words were buried inside me or glittered outside after it is spoken clearly without words.

Perhaps, all this life that I've known so far was in fact no more but a dream about living about enjoying and about messing up with crazy adventures. The only thing that has kept me in touch with reality was you who made me to achieve my dreams…

I know you came to me as a surprise, and i'm wondering still how?

More than a dreamer i became an achiever. 

Even if it is "true" that you knew me better than anyone,
I will never admit it.

Rather I dig my own past in the graveyard of dead feelings, than admitting your words. 

Because, even though I allow few people into my own little world, I never assure that they know fully about me more than I know about "myself".

Apart from my selfishness 

The more I care, the less I give away, and this is something for you to understand, and grant me your forgiveness. 

In all my ups and downs in the journey of my life, you started being with me , supporting me and became a bridge to connect all my broken hope, created a glowing path towards happiness and became a stepping stone for me to smile.

Rather than giving more surprises in return the least thing I can do is praying for your wellness and will always thank you wholeheartedly with tears filled eyes, holding your hands and with my knees bent...
,but still heart left unspoken.

--$uparna...