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I entered my room in anger, frustration without having a proper reason for my depression.

A cup of hot coffee served by my mom, even though I felt her care, I arrogantly told her to keep it on my table.
I needed relief and some credits of appreciation for the recent posts I published in websites.
I felt as if my mind and my soul were scratched with disappointments and distractions.
I jumped into "GOOGLE" and started searching reason for my unknown sadness, not knowing where I would end up with after finding the reason, but knowing reason would be better than sitting simply with eyes opened is what I guessed.
Time had began to elapse, and as the sorrow that separated me from my happiness increased, I began to find the reason for my lost Smile. My life now, as an adult, became too busy to take time out for joy with friends because, I had deadlines to meet, goals to achieve and a career to concentrate.

But a pity thing I found was,

"Every busy worker take up a common break with their colleagues and have lunch together sharing their happiness boosting their spirit... being a student I dint had that chance to drink a cup of coffee with my friends.
Oh!!! COFFEE
That coffee kept on my table was alone and had become too cold to touch all cream of milk collected on the top same as my mind covered with full of frustration.

"Drink coffee when served hot

Enjoy Life when you are alive 

Cold coffee , pale life will never taste good" 

Well said by writer supoz came to my mind

"Choose your interest, 

work with rest,

have rebirth ,

enhance your hobby ,

have better life,

let your mind relax -

with the songs that make you to dance."

Nice quote written by scottland writer zoeh

Motivated me to plug my headphones , I went to kitchen to prepare a hot cup of fresh coffee.
In a porcelain mug gifted by my knees, I poured fresh hot coffee and brought it to my room
coffee smell added more taste to the music

"songs spread the fragrance of unleashed memories "

Sun was on his way to depart in the evening, clouds made my room dark as insult which covered my potential , I saw my shadow holding a coffee cup alone in dark which sat in-front of laptop & disappeared inside the screensaver of my laptop. I stared at the screen saver "PIPES" which started from the middle of the screen took blue n went up and down with all colors moving right and left tangled inside taking never ending curves.

It mesmerized me n took my attention deep to have comparison with my life .
Where I created friends n joy which had ups n downs too, without start and end for the trust showed by people n overall confusing entangled dreams for life in between the people who added true colors to my life n with the friends who showed their true colors.

I smiled as I drove past the situation which I came across.
I had lost with some precious memories, but they seemed to be flooding back, filling my heart.
The tears started falling down with unhealed pain all together . I sensed the reason for my depression and that would be the ignorance showed by friends. Pushing my hair out of my eyes, I took kerchief n cried till all tears of frustration gets empty.
It didn't took long time for me to find what I was looking for... my tears faded the words of expression.
I sat calm, eyes closed, listening to the song mixed with memories. Tears slid down my cheeks,
I spent few seconds trying to forget the things that made me cry ignored the things that pushed me to depression.
 I became more stronger than ever,

"If you ignore me i'll ignore you...
I'll ignore you, so hard that you doubt your existence"

I became so independent without ego or pride. I leave my way naturally with attitude reformed to prove myself stronger than ever.

 I had now learnt how to say good-bye.

GoodBye

to the people who neglected me, to the situation that missed my way , to the opportunity that turned back,  to the doors that shut , to the attitude that others showed and to the sorrows that snatched my smile.  

"I don't think you know how bad it hurts
To see all the good times buried in the dirt
All memories dumped and trashed
My heart is frozen, can't even move
Can't believe that I existed with the smile and with lots people all around"

--$uparna...

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