:) ...HAPPINESS IS THANKING YOU ALL...

"Try to make at least on person happy everyday. if you cannot do a kind deed,speak a kind word.If you cannot speak a kind word,think a kind thought. Count up,if you can,the treasure of happiness that you would dispense in a week,in a year,in a lifetime".

                                                                                                      -Lawrence

   Simple things make us happy... It may be a smile ;), or a message from beloved one or a call from childhood friend or having chocolates in a boring class room or..

But...

 HAPPINESS IS WHAT ACTUALLY MAKE YOU SMILE... WHICH MAKE YOU TO FEEL THE REAL HAPPINESS & SATISFACTION INTERNALLY....

When i started writing small poems ... I was the only person reading it... When i shared my writings with friends count increased to 10... 

when i published my blog... count increased to 100...

Some liked what i wrote,some called me stupid,some of them gave me nice suggestions,some gave me a serious comment n some started following n some started viewing it every day....

Now page-viewers reached 1000+ and am happy for it...

                                                                                                                               --$uparna...

"A WALK"

Do you remember the walk

Under the colorful sky???

walking together unnoticed...

without knowing about each other.

Do you remember the walk 

we missed the road in the middle,

when you followed my shadow 

and i followed yours  ???

Do you remember the walk

during the first heavy rain

after a stressed busy day

with our mesmerized thoughts 

Do you remember the walk

which made our path

filled with may flowers

and street lights lit all around

Do you remember the walk

which brought immense happiness

we got to know about each other

there after we became more closer 

Do you remember the walk

at night 12' o clock

in a cold winter breeze

where you gave your coat

Do you remember the walk

in a cold twilight evening

with the rainbow and silence

were our heart spoke n we left silent

Do you remember the walk

walk under tree shades

holding hand together

with all the sheer moments 

Do you remember the walk

we shared only smiles 

forgetting all the pain

and loved walking forever

Do you remember the walk

where our eyes met 

which took back to those days

were we get to know about each other

Do you remember the walk

which took us long distance

and filled with happy moments

since from the day we met in a walk

--$uparna...

GOOD BYE!!!

Goodbye...

"Nothing good inside good bye"

Saying goodbye is like a pained cry  

It became a knife to my heart, 

Which led my feeling to fall apart.

Somewhere, someday we’ll meet again,

No hope left & I have to sustain

Yet there is a beautiful life to me to lead, 

But without you I have to proceed.

My pretty life goes normal

With my practices so,casual 

without you i have to move further

Bcz before meeting you I have reached so far

You Just created a bunch of memories

Showed crying smiles & laughing tears together

Now I cannot hide the pain & tear

Until it spills out Like an ink on a sheet of paper.

                                                                                       --$uparna...

ನಿನ್ನೊಳಗಿನ ನಾನು

ನೀ ಕವಿಯಾಗು
ನಿನ್ನ ಕವಿತೆಯ ಸಾಲಾಗುವೆ...

ನೀ ತಪಸ್ವಿಯಾಗು
ನಿನ್ನ ಧ್ಯಾನದ ಮೌನವಾಗುವೆ...

ನೀ ಗಾಯಕನಾಗು
ನಿನ್ನ ಹಾಡಿನ ಸ್ವರವಾಗುವೆ...

                                                                                                           
 ನೀ ಪುಸ್ತಕವಾಗು

 ನಾ ಅದರ ಪುಟವಾಗುವೆ...

ನೀ ಬೆಳಕಾಗು

ಆ ಕಿರಣದ ಹೊಳಪಾಗುವೆ...
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ನೀನು ನೀನಾಗು
ನಿನ್ನಲ್ಲಿ
ನಾನು ನಾನಾಗುವೆ...

--$uparna...

Song Of Your Voice An Unheard MelodY

I love music I like songs,
From the hit lists of all favorite,
But your is the best of all
To hear even when i am upset..

I felt I was in a magical place,
When I heard your voice...
It became a music of my soul,
And a rhythm to my heart beat..

May be the reason why your voice
Is a catchy ringtone to my ears
Is i haven't heard any tune yet
As caring as yours to forget.

-- $uparna...

YOU ARE "FAVORITE SONG" OF "MY LIFE"

"You are Unlike that all the people i have ever met"
May be a common statement i stated to all the special persons whom i have met... but each and every one is  special,unique n unlike from the rest.

It was a cultural noon, a "karaoke singing" event organised by our department in our college. As it was a singing competition event, participants were overcrowded and music lovers were sat to hear the melody of music.

"I love music but am not a singer" and  "I listen to songs and I judge them, but am not a judge" .

Competition started, participants were enthusiastic to sing a song which they have practiced ...

Some songs made me as alphabets in their lyrics, some songs made me to yawn,even some made me to have a nap and some made me to loose myself and took me to the world of music by their melodies beats... apart from mass participants , only "one person" and "one song" touched my heart n created a playlist in my memory.

I decided him as the winner because he own thevhearts of audience n made people to hum the tune played by him.. winning is not important , gaining attention of people and leaving a trail is important and "HE" left a trail in listener's memory.

Who is he? i don't know ... how to congratulate him??? Obviously, he will be having fACebOOk account but the thing is first i need to know his name...
Within no time, i got to know his name...
what I hate is two people have same name in the same class .... It made a serious identity crises for the singer because, Icongratulated the wrong person by the same name.
It was such a embarrassing moment that i faced, when i came to know that i talked and congratulated the wrong person.

Time passed and I recovered from that moment, got the contact of that singer. I pinged him in Whatsapp n finally congratulated him.
Contact got exchanged added him as favorite in hike too...

"Everything we do is for the purpose of altering consciousness. We form friendships so that we can feel certain emotions. Similarly , based on individual interest people eat specific foods to enjoy their taste, people read for the pleasure of thinking another person's thoughts and people like me hear to their favorite music to get refreshment from routine work"

 I started to plug in earphones while traveling, eating and it became a part of my work. It became a habit to hear to his songs 'n' times during a day and night... his tune effectively heard in my earphones than any other branded or skull candy earphones. Collection of his songs created a playlist in my Cellphone.

When you take your attention into the present moment, a certain alertness arises. You become more conscious of what's around you, but also, strangely, a sense of presence that is both within and without.

The person whom i was not knowing became the person whom i know, he was around me in our campus but i never noticed his presence around...after getting to know about each other, my eyes started noticing him twice a day, talking to him became my favorite pass time.

Sometimes, we just talk to somebody who has nothing in common and still we are so much fascinated by their presence, may be same thing happened with me where, I discovered the joy and negated the pain by that melodies person...I saw the child likeness ,innocence and humbleness in him... Can a person be so good having all features inside a pure little heart? If Yes... then according me its non other than him "My Chweet Arsh ".

Please note: Above story is just a narration. It is going to do NOTHING with my personal issues.

--$uparna...

PASSION towards PLAYING

Football player "Magh Anison" words...

Player has passion towards game, i too had a motto of becoming a great player in future...
" practice make man perfect " was the determination made me to be regular to the football practice.
Getting injured while playing game was common during my practice.
I never bothered about the pain or wound...i was very much sportive towards the game and challenges.

let me quote abdul kalam words :

you will understand what contradiction i actually meant here with my experience of dreaming n achieving...

Football final match arranged in SPC stadium @ 11:00am.
Being a team "captian" it was my extensive responsibility to lead my team well... Ultimate motto what i had was to make my team as winners...

"Will Power can overcome the pain... Even gravity of earth cannot influence on us to hit the ground while playing"

Play safe, we have extra players... don't create a scene in front of audience if anyone get injured just move out of the ground . but, lets hope nothing major injury going to happen while playing the game.
was the last guidelines given by our couch.
yes true,
"Playing with determination make us to win the game...Winning is needed in game which obviously overcome the pain... Concentrate on game not on trophy that we win" i said n entered the stadium.

It was a shiny day, delegates were seated under shelter to protect their complexion from sun...
We were sweating hard ... we all cheered up towards the sun the holding hand together in a josh and team spirit, a sharp beam of sun directed us to have a look on "trophy" glowing as gold by sun ray which attracted our attention... boosted our spirit even more to win the match.
 
Finally Match started...

We were in "red and white ready to fight jersey" ...opposite team were in royal blue n white wearing same color sports shoe!
Hitting a goal is not dependent on the color of sports shoe that they wear, maintaining uniformity in appearance can only make audience to predict and to have illusion that they could be the winners...
uff within no time captian of the other team hit the goal, audience started betting more and more having confidence on the other team ...

"we are players ... we know our caliber.. we even have a strategy that
 if the first goal hit by opposite team ... they feel themselves strong and as human tendency of "superiority complex" can make their focus low toward game having overconfidence that they beat us.

"Failure is the stepping stone for success"

 we took it as challenge and played with concentration but again we missed !!! we missed a chance of hitting the goal..

TWO goals were hit by them with no delay in time ...
"Its not shame on us because its a game. Miracle can happen at anytime... dedication and determination can make us to hit more goals later.

"we are not failures our success is postponed ... we cant give up ... just first 2 goals cant declare them as winners...

match continued...

sun was overhead energy level was going low... it took 15 n odd minutes to hit a single goal from our team...

T break announced... some audience left the stadium n some were entered ...
some criticized us... some cheered us but we didn't get distracted or disappointed by them .

The real game began . It was really a tough competition.
Score started fluctuating like a ECG reading... its the last goal ... value of luck and goal stood at the peak, its the last goal left to determine us as winners or looser.
Influence of gravity made me to hit the ground very badly got severely injured and started bleeding heavily but, with the same force i hit the ball towards goal...
Ball went up in the sky rotating n touching the happiness n went inside the net.
 "GOAL" "GOAL" "WE WON THE MATCH"

 Everyone cheered with uncontrollable happiness ... every one went towards couch to spread happiness. Opposite team congratulated us even we had a hand shake as formality.
 I walked away... wounds started bleeding more and more... I somehow managed  to walk and went out of the court , taking my jacket... drinking water from my bottle towards first aid center which was half a km away from stadium.

Wounds started paining n bleeding , cut n wounds throughout my leg and hands...breath struck i fell down, i had no energy to get up or to pick my phone from pocket.. Seeking " no one " around not even my team mates...
Alone seeing some blur image of a white dressed girl coming towards my path, with all my strength n power i called her. I think it was too late "i am no more" was the last thought came to my mind. I left completely blank n my last breath stopped "I closed my eyes "...

When i opened my eyes,  i was in my room.. It was 6:00 am morning...
 // my pain was worth winning a trophy//
but now no pain i felt... It took nearly 20min to come out of match hangover that I played last day and 10min to realize that am perfectly alright... no wounds no scar n no pain but it took 5 more min to digest the truth, that it was just a "DREAM OF MATCH" that i had last night ...

Quote:
            "Dream of achievement should be achieved... that should not let you sleep... Achievement dream is what I saw in my sleep " 

--$uparna...